This is just starting to be one of the worst days of my life.
I mean, a lot of great things happen, but I just can't be happy about it.
Ever had the feeling of being helpless to the end?
I want to help someone so much and I always feel that maybe I'm doing the worst thing possible. It's just so...irritating...being useless like this.
And it also turned out that I still have some issues that I thought I already solved but I didn't.
I was just too lazy I guess.
Anyway, I'm gonna work harder from now on.
Er...why am I writing all this?
All I wanted to write was: I'm 19 starting today!
Happy birthday for MEEEEEE!!!!!